Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Memoirs of a Glory (III)

Someday, somehow, and sometimes, it's the time for sister to study University. Look at some of the offer letters from University, finally one is picked. The unfortunately is, the location is far from her hometown. A place that bird do not even dropping on there... A remote area...
Within a girl, it is much unwanted and struggle to leave home and gong to that place.
Parent also dun like that place, it is heartache to leave daughter alone at far from them.
Nervous, anxious, worries...
Remember the first day sent sister to the University, that time father still driving the Honda Accord.
A far distance, 4 to 5 hours journey.
Start journey around 4 to 5 in the morning, looking at the map, and searching the way ourselves.
Finally we reach the university and sister was arrived in time to make registration, we are happy to wait and help her to keep those stuff at her hostel, as the time go by, the reluctant feeling is so gorgeous for parent.....

Friday, May 28, 2010

Memoirs of a Glory (II)

...the sound of crying, a baby girl born. Her parents name she Hoay. Hoay is difference from others. Hoay is more tend to introversion. She like low key, the characteristics of she is like to keep all the secret within inside. Not much people know what her mind inside her heart, so for their parent. This can be prove that her parent say that even in the early stage of Hoay, what she want she will not told them but she will cry for draw parent attention to her. Likes she want to drink milk or anything.
Hoay got a brother call Loong. he is younger than Hoay. Refer to Loong, Loong is the most scare to Hoay. He very obey what sister instructions. Even theirs parent sometimes tease him that he not scare that much on parent but his sister.
In the adolescences years, Loong have been the playing partner of Hoay even their age difference is much.
There are many thing that Loong have great memory on the scene for her sister.
He said that he would become a follower of his sister, every moment she go out, he would like to follow even though he do not know his sister's friends.
Remember once that sister want to take him along for badminton with her friend. Loong sit on the back of bicycle while sister cycling in front. He was appointed to take the racket. Unfortunately, Loong accidentally fall her racket to the tyre of bicycle, the handle was spoiled by the rim of the tyre. The appearance of the racket handle become ugly. Sister has to be cancel the match. After spatting brother, Hoay back to home a using the tape to seal it up to normal.
Loong really feel compunction and scare that sister feeling sad about that.
What more? There no next time bring Loong together for match again.

Memoirs of a Glory (Part 1)

Somewhere in many years ago, I believe that there was a fairy living in the haven. Everyone including the people or soul that not in the channel with human also stick to the karma. in case to release from the take turn to become people or any path after pass away, we need to make good thing to increase our grade. So for the fairy too. Only exclude for the Buddha.
The fairy was happy living in the haven, I'm not sure how happy is it, but according to people that it is better than the path where we become human.
By the way, this fairy was take turn to become human. Why fairy would take turn to disappointing path which is human? I don't know, maybe this fairy done a little bit of mistake, as a result, the penalty for her is to become human again. Maybe the fairy not reconciled, but the fairy still obey the rule.
Some year some date and on some time, this fairy soul was into a born baby.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Halo...2010

Hello, I came back 2010 May 16th. It has been long time I leave blogger. Within this period, a lot of thing has been changed, so do the wisdom growth within this period too...
Environment really made one to be growth, we can't stick on the original path since environment really made us to move.
Many things do not expect would happen and so for many thing expected occur.
There have long time do not be a blogger, quite difficult i feel to type English in these passage. I have blank sentences used. Haha
I already finish my form 6 life for several month, I also get my result. It is glory for me to get the result. What u have paid for, what u will get next. This word already made me believe since what i put had gain result.
One month later, I think I will be enroll in University. It also the time i started my tertiary education.
First, I had learned to be no more independent. I would like to be a person of free and easy, If there have the way, I'll go on that way. In my mind there are nothing important should only it really affected to me.
What's more? Second is I found that i'm more appreciate my friend which i dislike before. Those 'old stuff' i stated before no more old stuff, but become valuable stuff instead. Haha. There are no wrong someone said that people disgreggate for long but finally will aggregate. Maybe we are not like to stick everyday, but it I would like to stick every week. Haha.
The another reason that everyone may stick in more comfortable way is due to maturity that everyone owes last time, misunderstanding can be minimised, stingy also been reduced.
We need to appreciated each other, even though u get a splash from other,u need to appreciate because he/she made u stronger. This is what i learned from Buddha religion. Oh ya, I also forget to tell u all that i have been get in touch with the Buddha recently, I found it quite interested, I think i could share the wisdom that i learn from next time. Really i get blank of word. I better continue next time. Haha


Saturday, February 21, 2009

"Karma"

What is "Karma"? I think mot many people really know about this word. This can be refer to preordained fate. What u do, U will regained it back, as many of the religion state in their own.
I believe as well, no people could take away anything from u, but the existing of the heart, u might get back your heart. what did u have done to other, u will take on it later...
Maybe right now u feel tat person stupid enough. Lets recall back, maybe tat time the person laugh at my puerile.
There is one type of person i really hated... "A lot of reason"...
I mentioned above is a person i found when i hold a post of secretary. One day, actually not oneday, is several time in a few day, when i have something want to annouce or want some material from the person, the person will have a lot of reason to me.
He/she can told me in a very steady manner which really show that he doesn't shirk the responsibilty to other and instead you need to know that this not his false...
In fact, i just want a little bit thing from him, he just need to tell me have or not? If not, pls do it for me and the deadline is on some day. I'm just a secretary, i will not scold u and what i want is only to complete my job, no one query on you but just want to command something on u... A lot of reason i dun need to knoe but he just told me this and that made me really disgusting.
I just as usual to asking whether u have this kind of material or not? if not, get me later. Let look on this sentences, if i didn't speak out the question but only the later part, i will be command you to do, and u will not happy. If i speak all the word, you give me a lot of reason.
Unfortunately, u have tell me what type of person u are, i didn't expect any reason at all but what u do is just tell u are well shirk person.
This is a think that many people can realise, but the thing i want to relate is "Kamar"
What u do, What u gained. What u explain to me, what kind of impreson i shaped to u. Just like the song of Justin Timberlake " What Goes Around....Comes Around" Ha Ha Ha Ha

Monday, December 22, 2008

"Group"

Many kind of people and many kind of thing that we never ever see in this world... What can we expect to meet? Of course most of the thing we want, but almost can't meet anything we expected...
People are always saying that people are normally separate into different group according to their style and habit. This is a truth... But sometimes we were more likely to join the other of your group, may be u not realised but this also a truth, i'll tell u after this...
First of all, in a new and strange environment, the self-defence immunne system( defined myself ) will activated to meet other as well, from the conversation, from the activities, from the behaviour, we normally are doing a job which people call it finding your group....
After a period, we finally adapted to his/her smell, his/her body odour, his/her talking patern and we automatically defined other people as your own... This is what we do normally as everyone know...
And after that, u will say i normally join with who, and the someone else are not in group with me and are not on the same trend....
Thanks to this kind of grouping, we lose and miss a lot of things in our life. The start of word to saying that i'm not group of someone, and later or never u will not find the person again.
Why people say being person should be humble?
I could understand, a person who alway think high of himself, he/she will be the clown which everyone laugh. Being arrogant mean you're not mature, it also state that u are some sort like scum of a community...
It sound bad and over right? I don't think so, let me tell u, u will have sympathetic response to it...
First, when someone show haughty manner to u, u must think that person so bad and ur heart said i never ever with ths guy again. this kind of negative response will automatically stored in your mind no matter how far u go and leave. After that, the accumulative account started to take over, when there is an action the arrogant do, u will feel tension and try to stored memory, finally anything that the person do will consider a very bad thing to u.
Lets back to the person will show u the haughty manner, he/she did not know anything about u, he/she still doing his job and continue his normal life, nothing affected him unless u go and have a ugly spat on him/her...
Ones affeted so, while another slumble so...
What for? Its unneccessary right? Man experice or feeling is the most important to take care, if u hurt someone, its really hard to recover it, ths is also why we want to take care of other too when doing something...
Since everyone cannot be perfect in doing theirs, and since we don't want to get hurt from other, and also since we don't want to miss more, we have to learn humble, don't try to form your strong stubborn group, even though u dislike it so much, the best way is by pretend it, be hypocrite...HA HA HA isn't it????

Try to and love to find different group, u will be more happier...

Saturday, October 25, 2008

My point Of View

In my point of view, i think the basicity of a mankind should be well manner....
Recently i found this title both appeared in my MUET subject of school and tuition....
Should well manner and personality opposed?
One of the personality i recently found is a bad personality which don't like so much...
An interaction is necessary in a community, but personality just make the interaction disappear.
That kind of personality really drive me crazy as well.
I would like to be a perfect chaser, if can't reach for 100%, i want also for 90%.
The case is
"That bad personality i found is when he/she have no good impression with someone, he/she rather isolated with that one. (He/she is hard to type, i change to 'it'.. ha ha)
It can do anything that as long as do not have the relation with u. Be clear, it not recognise u as well, it just look u for the first impression only..."
Wow, what can i conclude?! this really a bad attitude and behaviour that never been appear in my life. I never see an animal that so arrogant and think high of itself..
This is a death penalty for me to that kind of personality... Why?
First:
We have no prerogative to pick other and so do other to us.
Second:
Even though u have a bad impression for first, u should also behave like normal as may be u can find that not as what u think, isn't it?
Third:
Where is your permit to do so?
Fourth:
This is a simple Moral value so exist within in ourself!
Conclusion:
First of all, i don't think this is the way to show your personality!!!! But people always like to do this..
It can be say that this person this out of the normal mankind's behaviour, may be this is the special personality, but i think this personality is out of the range of human, it should be an animal.
In Malaysia, for generation nowadays, we all educated person, the single or basic moral value that we need to adopt is to be humble.
The basicity of the moral value human should belong to also it can't achieve, what can be say anymore? Unfortunately, the bad personality of this living thing appearance in the look of human being.
It already give rise a question.
How can we catagorise it? Ha Ha Ha Emm...... Let's thinking........(5 second)
A.... the smart human have created a word called barbarian for it, right? ( i know you are completely agree with ne right?) Ha Ha Ha Ha
Beside that, some of the people like to act as a macho man also which i most dislike.
For instance, they like to adding some vulgarity word in conversation, just like the people who smoking... Why this kind of unperfect would exist in this medium? Why??!!?
As one grown up, we all experience maturity, but some of the people are left behind, when they are talking, it only will make me feel disgusting and the hair of my body will just straighten..
Is 'it' mental retardation? Is 'it' moral deficiency? I also feel pity for this unperfect thing.
If u will afraid, that mean u are empty, if u really contain, that mean u are not afraid at all.
Don't act so, if u insist to be like this, u would be the crown who make us laugh at your childish.
Alright, is someone agree with my opinion? Welcome to post on your valuable comment.. Thanks..
Ha Ha Ha.. Have a nice day....