Memoirs of a Glory (V) --- 3rd Year Uni life

Day by day, year by year, it already the third year for Hoay to be in Uni life. Being in the campus, even though already for three year, sometime complain still heard from Hoay about the life in there, because it was a very lousy place.
Started from the 3rd year, there got something physically change from sister appearance. Mom realise that sister looking thinner, at first, everyone from us think that it was pressure sometime that make people changed.
When sister came back, mom will try best to cook the thing for her and also advise that she must be eat and not ignore the health as well. Sister will recover back is taken for granted for all of us, because we think that it maybe came from her once ignorance.
By the way, the next time sister came back, the problem still, sister really have significant change at her physical, sister become very thin, we was started to worry about her.
Beside that, sister was once fall down from the stairs of bus which she take on. Her cheek was injured, a little bump was on her pretty face, it is heartache by looking it.
It getting nervous that daughter not change for parent, parent started on strictly advised, it must be some problem happen.
It is very reluctant for parent to sent her school everytime, even heartache for the times followed. Mom started always grumbling on this, sister also feel unhappy that mom scolding her. When it not work, mom started to change her way talk to daughter.
Finally, mom can't stand on it anymore, request my sister stop her education for a year, of course my sister do not want to do that. Sister do stubborn because she also not want to late behind.
Everytime back from sending sister to campus, mom will grumbling on dad about sister health problem. She is thin untill her cheek is concave inside, with no menstrual cycle, etc.
Mom must have ugly face with dad everytime with dad at the journey back home, mom demand dad to start his voice to stop education, since she is father beloved daughter, my mom know that this daughter also most love to his dad. By the way, father was still reluctant to call his daughter to stop. Because he love her, scare that she will be sad.
But, is sister sad on the education more important than she become sick?
That why mom and dad always have both face to this problem.
As a brother, I could only let my tear down my face without the sound who was sit behind he car.
Everytime think about sister health, it is uncontrolled on the tear.
When near end of 3rd year, mom become the ugly face who force sister to stop her study for one year......

Memoirs of A Glory (IV) --- Bicycle

Remember it is young for the brother when knew how to cycling. The bicycle is sister own, in blue colour with a basket infront. Even though not tall enough, was always like to cycle without sitting on the cycling seat, when get tired, just cycle a bit faster, then quickly sit on the seat and let the bicycle to slipping... This is the way for a disqualified child to ride on the bicycle. Hahaha....
Since was young, mom not allowed to cycle far away from visible area, somehow, brother was so eager to the far distance. Then, it was the most excited time when sister want to go stationary shop which is a distance from the house.
Proposed by her brother everytime to bring his sister by the bicycle even though he is small size than his sister. It is hard for him to start to cycling, but everytime he insist her sister to sit backside and brother must the driver of sister.
Seem happiness appear at sister face, there is nothing suffer and feel hard to carried the job, and just the feeling of enjoy.
Since sister was in University life this time, the day to be the driver of sister is less and even no more. But sometimes when sister come back, when she reach Tanjong Karang bus station, brother will also be the driver to bring sister to home by the bicycle... The opportunity caught...HA ha....

Memoirs of a Glory (III)

Someday, somehow, and sometimes, it's the time for sister to study University. Look at some of the offer letters from University, finally one is picked. The unfortunately is, the location is far from her hometown. A place that bird do not even dropping on there... A remote area...
Within a girl, it is much unwanted and struggle to leave home and gong to that place.
Parent also dun like that place, it is heartache to leave daughter alone at far from them.
Nervous, anxious, worries...
Remember the first day sent sister to the University, that time father still driving the Honda Accord.
A far distance, 4 to 5 hours journey.
Start journey around 4 to 5 in the morning, looking at the map, and searching the way ourselves.
Finally we reach the university and sister was arrived in time to make registration, we are happy to wait and help her to keep those stuff at her hostel, as the time go by, the reluctant feeling is so gorgeous for parent.....

Memoirs of a Glory (II)

...the sound of crying, a baby girl born. Her parents name she Hoay. Hoay is difference from others. Hoay is more tend to introversion. She like low key, the characteristics of she is like to keep all the secret within inside. Not much people know what her mind inside her heart, so for their parent. This can be prove that her parent say that even in the early stage of Hoay, what she want she will not told them but she will cry for draw parent attention to her. Likes she want to drink milk or anything.
Hoay got a brother call Loong. he is younger than Hoay. Refer to Loong, Loong is the most scare to Hoay. He very obey what sister instructions. Even theirs parent sometimes tease him that he not scare that much on parent but his sister.
In the adolescences years, Loong have been the playing partner of Hoay even their age difference is much.
There are many thing that Loong have great memory on the scene for her sister.
He said that he would become a follower of his sister, every moment she go out, he would like to follow even though he do not know his sister's friends.
Remember once that sister want to take him along for badminton with her friend. Loong sit on the back of bicycle while sister cycling in front. He was appointed to take the racket. Unfortunately, Loong accidentally fall her racket to the tyre of bicycle, the handle was spoiled by the rim of the tyre. The appearance of the racket handle become ugly. Sister has to be cancel the match. After spatting brother, Hoay back to home a using the tape to seal it up to normal.
Loong really feel compunction and scare that sister feeling sad about that.
What more? There no next time bring Loong together for match again.

Memoirs of a Glory (Part 1)

Somewhere in many years ago, I believe that there was a fairy living in the haven. Everyone including the people or soul that not in the channel with human also stick to the karma. in case to release from the take turn to become people or any path after pass away, we need to make good thing to increase our grade. So for the fairy too. Only exclude for the Buddha.
The fairy was happy living in the haven, I'm not sure how happy is it, but according to people that it is better than the path where we become human.
By the way, this fairy was take turn to become human. Why fairy would take turn to disappointing path which is human? I don't know, maybe this fairy done a little bit of mistake, as a result, the penalty for her is to become human again. Maybe the fairy not reconciled, but the fairy still obey the rule.
Some year some date and on some time, this fairy soul was into a born baby.

Halo...2010

Hello, I came back 2010 May 16th. It has been long time I leave blogger. Within this period, a lot of thing has been changed, so do the wisdom growth within this period too...
Environment really made one to be growth, we can't stick on the original path since environment really made us to move.
Many things do not expect would happen and so for many thing expected occur.
There have long time do not be a blogger, quite difficult i feel to type English in these passage. I have blank sentences used. Haha
I already finish my form 6 life for several month, I also get my result. It is glory for me to get the result. What u have paid for, what u will get next. This word already made me believe since what i put had gain result.
One month later, I think I will be enroll in University. It also the time i started my tertiary education.
First, I had learned to be no more independent. I would like to be a person of free and easy, If there have the way, I'll go on that way. In my mind there are nothing important should only it really affected to me.
What's more? Second is I found that i'm more appreciate my friend which i dislike before. Those 'old stuff' i stated before no more old stuff, but become valuable stuff instead. Haha. There are no wrong someone said that people disgreggate for long but finally will aggregate. Maybe we are not like to stick everyday, but it I would like to stick every week. Haha.
The another reason that everyone may stick in more comfortable way is due to maturity that everyone owes last time, misunderstanding can be minimised, stingy also been reduced.
We need to appreciated each other, even though u get a splash from other,u need to appreciate because he/she made u stronger. This is what i learned from Buddha religion. Oh ya, I also forget to tell u all that i have been get in touch with the Buddha recently, I found it quite interested, I think i could share the wisdom that i learn from next time. Really i get blank of word. I better continue next time. Haha

"Karma"

What is "Karma"? I think mot many people really know about this word. This can be refer to preordained fate. What u do, U will regained it back, as many of the religion state in their own.
I believe as well, no people could take away anything from u, but the existing of the heart, u might get back your heart. what did u have done to other, u will take on it later...
Maybe right now u feel tat person stupid enough. Lets recall back, maybe tat time the person laugh at my puerile.
There is one type of person i really hated... "A lot of reason"...
I mentioned above is a person i found when i hold a post of secretary. One day, actually not oneday, is several time in a few day, when i have something want to annouce or want some material from the person, the person will have a lot of reason to me.
He/she can told me in a very steady manner which really show that he doesn't shirk the responsibilty to other and instead you need to know that this not his false...
In fact, i just want a little bit thing from him, he just need to tell me have or not? If not, pls do it for me and the deadline is on some day. I'm just a secretary, i will not scold u and what i want is only to complete my job, no one query on you but just want to command something on u... A lot of reason i dun need to knoe but he just told me this and that made me really disgusting.
I just as usual to asking whether u have this kind of material or not? if not, get me later. Let look on this sentences, if i didn't speak out the question but only the later part, i will be command you to do, and u will not happy. If i speak all the word, you give me a lot of reason.
Unfortunately, u have tell me what type of person u are, i didn't expect any reason at all but what u do is just tell u are well shirk person.
This is a think that many people can realise, but the thing i want to relate is "Kamar"
What u do, What u gained. What u explain to me, what kind of impreson i shaped to u. Just like the song of Justin Timberlake " What Goes Around....Comes Around" Ha Ha Ha Ha